After I have decided to leave HK, I got a call from Ng Wing. She mentioned a Bible Study Gp (BSG). which is tailor-made for the new comers of Sun Yan. And she encouraged me to participate into it. I promised it in our tel. conservation.
At that moment, I am touched by GOD. I know I need do sth. to HIM b4 I leave HK. Also, I really want that my frd Zam could join it coz I think it is good for her. Then I started to pray for the new comers & others; and to prepare the content of the 1st lesson.
BUT.......... after the 1st lesson, my heart & mind wavered. I juz. acted like a spoiled child. I specked to GOD in prayer last night. "GOD, I want to give up" In fact, I know that I will keep it on until the end.
Today, GOD has responded to me in the devotion.
(Exodus 4:10-17) Moses said to the LORD, "O Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue." The LORD said to him, "Who gave man his mouth? Who makes him deaf or mute? Who gives him sight or makes him blind? Is it not I, the LORD ? Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say." But Moses said, "O Lord, please send someone else to do it." Then the LORD's anger burned against Moses and he said, "What about your brother, Aaron the Levite? I know he can speak well. He is already on his way to meet you, and his heart will be glad when he sees you. You shall speak to him and put words in his mouth; I will help both of you speak and will teach you what to do. He will speak to the people for you, and it will be as if he were your mouth and as if you were God to him. But take this staff in your hand so you can perform miraculous signs with it."
"Surely I am more stupid than any man, and do not have the understanding of a man. (Provebs 30:2)
GOD said "Shan, now go, I will help U speak & will teach U what to say ......."
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